So far this week

So far this week I've stayed on point and exercised 3 times. Tonight will be my 4th and then I will let my muscles heal. I stepped on the scale this morning and it showed a gain. I sort of expected it because the 30 day shred is working my muscles out big time, but I'll be honest, i don't want to show a gain on Saturday at WI.

I know it's stupid, it WILL happen at some point. I think my biggest insecurity is that I have people that ask me how much I lost that weekend EVERY week and it would be embarassing to say I've gained. Only because they wouldn't understand why, they would just think, "oh" like I didn't do something correctly. I know all that matters is that I'm aware of what I'm doing and it's incredibly petty to even freakin care about what people will "think", but I do. So there, I said it, i'm insecure and care about what people think. I've really gotta get over that.

I'm feeling good this week. It's been rainy here the last couple of days and that makes me sleepy since I stare out a window all day but I haven't let that affect me.

By the way, this is totally off subject but I love my cat Alexa- we call her Lexi! She's just so cute! Here's a picture of her when she was a kitten!!!! She is a bundle of joy!